....it's a horrible feeling.
Life has been pretty overwhelming lately. DH is working a crazy schedule that seems to change every time I blink. Our days pretty much blur together. When I'm working, he's sleeping and taking care of the kids - when he's working I'm taking care of the kids and sleeping.
Crazy every day life equals worry we won't be able to BD on the "right" days to conceive.
I trust Him to give us what our heart desires, I just need to stop thinking about it so much and try to allow the story that has already been determined unfold in front of me.