Whoa! I am a dysfunctional mess today! I can't keep my mind in one spot (so I apologize if this post is all.over.the.place.)
I'm guessing maybe you've figured it out by now....
It goes a little like this...
I got a BFP!!!!
Oh my goodness, I can hardly contain my excitement!! It's taking all I have not to shout it from the roof tops and pee on 20 tests just to keep seeing 2 lines! When I POAS this morning, it really didn't show anything right away so I just hopped in the shower figuring it was another BFN. When I got out, I stood there inspecting it like I had a microscope. As I'm tipping it back and forth and closer to the light, I definitely see the faintest of lines and then my brain registers - THERE.IS.A.LINE!!!! Anyone who has been TTC knows, a First Response pregnancy test is as accurate as it's probably going get without going for a blood draw - a LINE IS A LINE! Ahhhh!!
I was totally going to come up with some kind of creative way to tell DH, but I'm kind of like a 4-year-old at Christmas and couldn't keep it to myself! As I'm sitting there, trying to be cute and talk to him, he goes "you already told me." I was completely confused as I hadn't said anything yet, thinking to myself - "I'm only 10 DPO, how could I have already told you?!" He then informed me that I had said something to him the other day about a baby in my belly and he assumed I was serious (way to get excited honey! lol). Hmmm...guess my "women's intuition" is stronger than I realize! And really, DH is excited - he's kind of one of those silent types! :)
We're going to keep things a secret for a few more days - I do plan on doing something fun to tell our parents. Don't worry - I'm sure I'll share! :)
I made my first appointment already because I was that excited. Unfortunately, my OB's first available appointment wasn't until January 19th. I'll be around 10 weeks by then and will at least get to see something that resembles a baby on the ultrasound AND a heartbeat. :) With all my charting, I'm figuring my estimated due date should be pretty accurate, but we'll see what my OB says when I see him. Already looking forward to August 2011 and thanking the Lord that we were blessed after only a little over 3 months TTC.
THANK YOU to all whom have supported me during this part of my journey! To those still waiting for their miracle - sending lots of prayers your way!